The past two days has been really depressing and hard to get by.
Getting slapped hard in the face by reality wasn't easy, it still isn't. I've told myself umpteen times to be brave and face up to it.
But why? I've always stood strong on my own.

So why are you so lousy? Why am I so lousy.
The future scares the shit hell outta me, having to think about supporting myself much less anyone else already seems to be a pretty damn distant dream.

Where are your goals mong?
What have you been doing with your life?
Where do you want to be?
What are your future plans?
Where are your ambitions?
What are you gonna do?
What can I, do?

idontknow, nothing.
i.cant.do.anything
period.

So feel free to fill in the blanks for the title of this stupid post.
I'm sorry its just been a shitty night.
Screw self-reflections.

Goodnight world.