I wonder if anyone truly knows who I am. How I work and operate. What i'm thinking about. Why I do certain things.

I wonder, if showing too much is good. Will i ever be taken seriously? Or will people judge me for the way I am.

What if nobody will ever be able to put up with my temper, what if no one can ever fully comprehend my thoughts. Will I be alone, will I feel exceptionally lonely like tonight?

I wonder, if there's anyone out there that functions the way I do, or anyone that will understand me 100%.

But even if there's someone out there, will that person be able to accept me the way I am?

Will I be loved, for being myself?

Or is that the problem itself.